You know how they say take everyday as it is don't worry about tomorrow? Well I feel it today, today is not one of those good days. When I was young nothing much bugged, but now that I am all grown up things start to scare me. Things like when my husband keeps getting bad spells, not sleeping well and he just doesn't seem him self. What goes through my mind is, how will I cope if he dies? I know it sounds silly but it creaps in when you see people change and know that it has to do with age and hard work. You don't think that one day you might have a huge life style change but it happens it is part of life as we know it. Today I appreciate my husband and remind myself that he is my life and that everyday with him is a blessing something not to take lightly.
Today the 30th Sept 2011 I took my husband to see a heart specialist. Wednesday he's got to go to hospital for another test. Part worried part not, I think that he is going to be ok the worried part is the part that goes into overdrive on any situation not under control. Will not worry about that now we are going to enjoy our weekend and spend time together doing what we love doing.
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